Am I worth your time?

Help.

Is this a start?

I should stop being afraid of tripping over your toes, stop being overly cautious with every step I take around you.
Because I'm stabbing myself in the ass and feeling fake as hell, unable to express what I truly feel.

So can a kind soul show me how to start getting myself out of this mess?

Bottom line?
I need to grow a hide.

HOUSE MD!

Aaargh I shall give in to my temptations and watch my fave old man.

My thoughts seem to be falling deeper into themselves..

Expectations to meet, people to please, love to give.
Sometimes we make it, sometimes we break it.
We get up, we fall again, and the cycle continues.

Sometimes when you're trying to get a grip of the big picture,
you lose sight of the small details.
And everything goes downhill from there.

Two years

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said, I just don't care?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight?
Pink - All That Glitters